Stupid Maid!

I am so freaking angry now.

1st time I feel so pathetic, so helpless and worst, 1st time I feel like I am really a cow...

All because of my very clever and lovely maid of 3 years!!!

She forgot to put my breast pump handle into the Tupperware which I will bring to office everyday for expressing milk.

After fixing up the pump and getting ready to express, I noticed there's something missing from it but I just can't figure what is missing and I stood there staring at my pump for a good 1 minute then I realised.....

OMG... I'm already feeling so engorged, can't wait to release all the milk inside yet...yet...yet..... I'm so angry that my face turn red immediately.

How I wish I could rush home just to express the milk out. I feel so uncomfortable, heavy and BIG!

Ended up I got to expressed the milk using my super hand for a long 15mins with only merely 20ml of milk been squeezed out instead of the usual 200ml!!!! What more, it was so messy as the milk just keep 'spraying' out onto the basin mirror and my hand smelled of milk, FRESH MILK!

Lilian told me to put my another set of breast pump in office for emergency use, think not only should I put extra pump, I need to put extra bra with cup D in office also..

Now, Inez missed 1 feed of her milk due to the maid, I gotto endure the uncomfort of my breast due to the maid, I might be in risk of getting milk block due to the maid and my supply is also interrupted due to the maid!!!!!! Wowwwwwwwww just couldn't continue saying anymore, it will just make me more angry >.<

I must cool down and think how to give my maid a good scolding later when I'm home. Maybe I should ask her to teach me how to express without the handle!

I want to faster rush home to express my milk... but now is only 3.45pm!!!!!!!!!

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