Learning

I am now in the progress of....

Learning to be Heartless

Learning to be Moodless

Learning to be Feelingless

Learning to be Speechless

Learning to Expect

Expect the Unexpected

Moody Sharon

Moodiness is killing me softly

Blame it on the Pregnancy Hormones that makes my mood swinging left and right

Super Bad Mood

Can't function in office properly

Can't sleep well at night

Mind just can't stop thinking WHY

Brain is exploding

Skull is cracking

Damn It!

%$#%@#

The Major Scan and me...

Had my major detailed scanning yesterday. Feeling excited and nervous during the scan. Excited because finally baby was in perfect position to check on the gender while nervous was because it's a major detailed scan that will tells you everything about the baby, from the brain to the heart to the spine, to the little fingers/toes and even to the eyes and lips. Luckily everything was normal and my baby's lip looks so much like Fayth's lip! Hopefully baby got Fayth's big eyes too.

After my scanning, I went to see my gynae and the first thing I told her was my biggest problem of all.... my constipation (yeah, I remember this time!). When I told her about my bowel 'routine', she gave me a "Wow, you are serious" look and prescribed 3 types of medications for me. 1 box of High Fiber Orange to drink every morning, 2 bottles of liquid Laxative for 3 times daily and (the last shraw) 4 bullets to insert to stimulate gut movement IF the first 2 doesn't work on me! Ya, I am this serious, beyond your imagination...

Also mentioned to her about my backache as I ever went to the TCM but currently there's nothing they could do except to give me oilment to rub on my back. Doc Tan also said that now I can only apply oil or take panadol if the pain get worst.... Never mind, the most I go out shopping less lor. Be good girl, endure till after delivery.

During yesterday routine test, my result showed there's sugar in my urine. It's not high now but I got to start cutting down on my sugar intake and if next month my test result shows that there's sugar again, I'll be ask to go for diabetic blood test... (Am a good girl now)

And yes! I will be having another Princess! As what Fayth had always expected, she will have a meimei to play with!

Now I can start searching for names and shop for all the pinky girly stuffs... A pink romper for baby to wear during discharge from hospital, a pink receiving blanket, a pink mitten and bootie, a pink or a red pram. I make sure everything will be chosen and decide by me, no more whites this time (ZPGY will understands what I mean....)!

I've started to racky and do comparison on breast pump, milk bottle sterilizer and pram. Currently still deciding which brand and what model to buy (all cost a bomb!). Once if there's any promotion and good buy, I won't let the chance slip off from my hand else I'll suffer from burning wallet!!

Time flies, I'm at the halfway mark - 20 weeks of pregnancy. Just another 20 weeks more to go!!!

Baby, be good girl, stay inside mummy's womb for another 5 months and let's have a smooth delivery together ok!

My Zodic (How true!!)

SCORPIO WOMAN

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going
to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking, strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress. She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about
this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman. She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more
money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

Fayth and my new found love

Meimei bought a dress for Fayth last week and tried in on her. She's so happy wearing this dress and keep telling the whole family she's Pretty Princess Fayth!

Some poses of her...

She said princess must be gentle, so she use the dress to covered her whole leg

One of her favourite Princess pose!

She posed this way herself!

Few days back, my sil's bf bought her a Cheong-sum from Hong Kong but when asked if she like the cheong-sum......

SIL: Do you like this dress that Ed kor kor bought for you?
Fayth: No, I don't like because princess don't wear this type (referring to cheong sum) of dress. Princess wear... (she opened the wardrobe and took out that pink-black dress) this!!!
SIL: But that (cheong sum) is china princess dress, so pretty!
Fayth: (Very fierce tone) No! Not nice, princess don't wear that!

All of us laugh till stomach pain, really is a vain pot as what Lilian had said!

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Recently, I'm addicted to do shopping online and this is my new found love that I've bought from Gmarket!

Skin79 BB Products

BB Cream Miniature Set (Got to try each of them and see which works wonder on me)

From left: Skin79 Luminous Pearl BB Cream, Rose Mist Toner, Skin79 BB compact powder

Brief description about this wonder cream..

Skin79 Pearl Luminous BB Cream, Diamond Collection

(Effect)

The Pearl BB Cream makes your skin feel light and moist, and makes it look bright and revitalized.

(Direction)

Apply after sunblock

Skin79 BB Compact powder

(Effect)

Protects the skin effectively from strong UV rays and keeps it moist and radiant. The porosity and flourine control of the powder gives the skin a natural and sheer look.
(Direction)

Apply after BB Cream or makeup base.

Skin79 Super + BB Cream, Hot Pink Collection
(Effect)

Smooth and promote healing skin, as well as providing whitening and UV protection. Keeps your skin moist and healthy. Suitable for oily/combination skin or those prone to clogged pores.

(Direction)
Apply after moisturiser. It replaces the liquid foundation and sun block.

Skin79 Gold BB Cream
(Effect)
Contains Gold and Caviar extract that care the skin intensively to make shiny, healthy skin. Suitable for dry skin or those who want wrinkle improvement.
(Direction)
Apply after moisturiser. It replaces the liquid foundation and sun block.

Skin79 Prestige BB Cream, Diamond Collection
(Effect)
Effective in whitening, wrinkle improvement. UV A and B are intercepted. Diamond and Jewel Complex, Ruby powder, Amethyst and Pearl makes skin radiant.
(Direction)
Apply after moisturiser. It replaces the liquid foundation and sun block.

Week 19: The poop factory is now open

Uh Oh... didn't managed to get time to update for the past 1 week as I'm busy with work...yeah, been really busy working as some of my colleagues were on leave for holidays (so envy) and needed to take over with some of their work loads (hardly had any time for msn/skype chatting as well).

Time flies and I'm now in my pregnancy week 19 (4 months and 3 weeks to be exact). Just 1 more week to my scheduled appointment on 18 May for the major scanning and of course the 'peeping' to my baby's gender...

Fetal development in pregnancy week 19: Your amazing little baby is now around 10 inches in length! If this seems a bit shocking, you’ll be relieved to know they’ve not actually grown over 3 inches, but that their little legs are now straight enough to be measured. This is when doctors begin measuring fetal growth from head to toe, (no longer “crown to rump” or CR). Lanugo (little hairs) covers their whole body now, trapping that charming cheese-like vernix caseosa (see week 18) to the surface to the skin. This week your lil’ fetus will start on an appetizing diet of amniotic fluid which they are now capable of swallowing, digesting, and passing the fluid as far as their tiny “large” intestines. Your baby's sensory development is exploding! Her brain is designating specialized areas for smell, taste, hearing, vision, and touch. Some research suggests that she may be able to hear your voice now, so don't be shy about reading aloud, talking to her, or singing a happy tune if the mood strikes you.

How your life's changing: Think you're big now? You'll start growing even faster in the weeks to come. As a result, you may notice some achiness in your lower abdomen or even an occasional brief, stabbing pain on one or both sides — especially when you shift position or at the end of an active day. You may be noticing some skin changes, too. Are the palms of your hands red? Nothing to worry about — it's from the extra estrogen. You may also have patches of darkened skin caused by a temporary increase in pigment. When these darker patches appear on your upper lip, cheeks, and forehead, they're called chloasma, or the "mask of pregnancy." You may also notice some darkening of your nipples, freckles, scars, underarms, inner thighs, and vulva. That darkened line running from your belly button to your pubic bone is called the linea nigra, or "dark line." These darkened spots will probably fade shortly after delivery.

Dreams

There's an interesting article about...dreams, Pregnancy Dreams! Do you experience any of these dreams during your 10 months journey of Expecting? Well....

Dreams During Pregnancy ~ Many women report that their dream life shifts into high gear during pregnancy. Interestingly, during the second and third trimesters, you spend less sleep time in rapid eye movement (REM) sleep, the cycle in which most dreams occur. Why, then, all those frequent and vivid dream memories?

It's probably at least in part because you may be interrupting a dream-filled cycle when you wake up to pee, cope with heartburn, leg cramps, restless legs, or a backache, or to shift to a more comfortable position. Waking up during REM sleep makes you more likely to remember your dreams.

It may also be in part that dreams seem so vivid during pregnancy because for most women pregnancy is a time of such heightened emotions — from joy to apprehension and everything in between — but no one really knows for sure.

Here's a look at some common themes and what they may mean, according to Patricia Garfield, a clinical psychologist and author of Women's Bodies, Women's Dreams.

You're caring for baby animals. During the second trimester, many pregnant women dream about cuddly, baby-like animals, such as puppies, chicks, and kittens. Friendly creatures in your dreams are generally thought to signify that you're tuned in to your instincts. Menacing animals, on the other hand, may represent ambivalence about the strange new creature entering your life.

You have a sexy encounter with an old flame. Many mothers-to-be are concerned about their changing figure and its effect on their sex life — while many others feel more sexually charged than ever. Both feelings are often reflected in your dreams. Not only do erotic dreams offer comforting reassurance, but they may mirror the sexiness you feel during your waking hours, too.

Your mate is straying. If you dream that your partner hooks up with an ex-girlfriend or a total stranger, it can signal insecurity about holding his love and attention through a time of great change. Right now, you're dependent on the goodwill and support of those around you, especially your partner. Fearing his loss is a common emotional reaction to being pregnant.

Since there's nothing you can do to stop the crazy dreams, try having fun with them. Keep a notebook and pen by your bedside to jot them down.

Pregnancy Week 17

Pregnancy Week 17

What is going on with mom & baby?

Baby: Don't be too shocked but... your baby is EVEN bigger than it was last week, not to mention getting cuter, and smarter every day! Baby’s crown to rump length is around 13.5 cm. Your baby weighs about 150-200 grams, has fine hair called lanugo forming on her head and body. Your baby is forming enamel on her teeth now and is beginning to develop fat underneath her skin. Your baby's skeleton is changing from soft cartilage to bone, and the umbilical cord — her lifeline to the placenta — is growing stronger and thicker. She can move her joints, and her sweat glands are starting to develop. Reactive listening has begun for your baby, even though their ears are not yet structurally complete or fully functional. Meanwhile, different parts of their astonishingly complex brain are developing to process your little one’s hearing and other senses, (you know, sight, smell, taste and touch).

Mom: You may be having more aches and pains now. You may be experiencing pain on the sides of your abdomen called round ligament pain. This is caused by your expanding uterus and your ligaments stretching. You may also start having problems with heartburn if you haven’t already.

This Week's Activity: Start a baby name list. (I have already start choosing names origin from Spanish, Italian and English!) Make a list of ten names you like. Have your partner do the same. Trade lists and each cross out one name on the other's list that you dislike. Keep taking turns until you have a set of names you can both live with. Talk about why you like and dislike certain names. Many couples even create ground rules, such as no names of former girlfriends or boyfriends and no names that have ever been used for family pets.

Boy? Girl?

Went to this interesting webby and took a quiz. http://www.justmommies.com/quizzes/gender_prediction_quiz.php
This is what it had predicted. How true it is? Let's wait for May 18...

Lilian, maybe you can try the quiz and see is it the same as what your gynae predicts!

Weekends..

Fayth was running down with fever, bad cough and runny nose on Saturday evening. Was on urgent leave this morning as I decided to bring her to KKH see doctor instead of going to the neighbourhood GP as their medicines doesn't seems to works on Fayth.

Had dinner with mummy and cousin on Saturday night and to challenger as mummy wanted to get a lappy. She chosen a HP lappy at $2k+ so she's entitle to purchase a camera at special price and of cause that camera is for me... heeheehee~~~ Different model of camera charge at different special price. So, after much consideration, I had chosen a Sony 10M.P camera at a top up of $149 only. That's a great deal though but of cause branding wise, it can't compare to Canon.

Yesterday went to HB's 'god brother' wedding dinner. I dressed Fayth up as a little princess. When I told her in the noon that she's going to wear a mini tiara for the night, she's so happy that can't stop bugging me to change her up. This is the photos I've took for her before the dinner.

Fayth posed as a princess (using my old Canon camera)

At the hotel restaurant (Photos below is taken by new camera), See the different between 5MP and 10mp photos??? You pay for what you get....

She starts to get cranky as her fever came back again...

Fayth was suddenly asked to be a flower girl for the bride and groom as they spotted her playfully running about with her new found friend at the dinner!